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oh how I weep

oh how I miss those years, when I was just a kid, no worries in the world, no responsibilities, I remember when I was 2 years old (the only memory I have of my father) my mother forgot me in the van and I cryed for hours, and my dad like a superhero, came out opened the van door, and carried me to my room and tucked me in the bed, it brings tears to my eyes to see how life has changed, so dramatically in a way, life is no longer worry free, and the thought of misery is now familiar, I no longer see the world the way I did back then, I see it as a hole, everyone keeps falling in, when did life become so hard, when I moved from that big old blu

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thank you.happy, for once in a lifetime, never noticed those lilies by my sidewalk, havent smelled a flower in years, havent looked at a bird soar for so long, I feel so free, like I can brush against the sky with my wings, flying high, and the blue mixing in with the colors of the sun, so beautifully, how my soul is now, my eyes now flicker like diamonds, all because you cared for me enough to help me through all the harsh times, and through out it all I just want to say, thank you, you help me see the pink in the blue, the colors of the rainbow melt when they see you smile, the angels in heaven must be smiling down on me, must be cheering me on, and thank you.
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a piecelove, life, examples, like a childs mine, like a baby's charm, the way love can soak up everything in it's way and make it beautiful, like a blossoming rose in a dirty, dark attic, it makes things bright and pretty to the human eyes, it seems as though everytime I try a cloud comes over my lovely rose and kills it, all Im left with is the sound of the thumping of the rain on the harsh concrete floor, I lay down, and it's always so hard to get up, everytime I try, I slip, from the puddles of water on the floor, this ground I am on is so unstable, this life I live is like a roller coaster, but what can I do, I don't want to drown, but I can't g a piece
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you make me crazywhy is it whenever I see you in the halls I always get so tense and anxious, everytime I see you flirt with another, jealousy fills my veins, why do you have me so confused, I feel out of control of my own mind, I feel like all I can ever think about is you and your enchanting hazel eyes, I lose myself in your stare, I feel as if I was a child once more, so silly and and drolling over this one guy I have never properly met, but I convince myself that your just like the others, It's not working, Im losing control, and your not by my side, I hate you, I love you, you have me head over heals, swept off my feet by your beautiful acceptance, your you make me crazy
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what I feel insidebeauty lies within the soul, caved underneath the dirty soil, is sweet love, truly a diamond in the dust, truly a rose growing
in the rust, disregarding all the limits, living like a queen, making this world, what it once thought it would be, free, without the burden of slavery, no limits, no rules, no pain, no crucifixtion, just happiness, and love, peace through out it all, feelings inside, they begin to swell, stomach tied up into a tiny little not, seeing the world, it is not free, not without slavery, just hunger, pain, and death, falsehood clouding this world from it's truth, from it's destiny, whatever happened to "love th what I feel inside
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ello

Sat Apr 22, 2006, 5:13 PM

mood:

listening to:The Fray= over my head

*~about me day~*

hey!

sorry I haven't posted in a while, was kind of lazy ;^_^ lol
anywho, I've been getting MUCH better at drawing, practing new techniques and all, it's going really good, and I just rented "The Exorcism of Emily Rose"< good ass movie, I *TOTALLY" recommend it, I can't wait till "Silent Hill" comes out on On Demand, heard it's going to be friggin awesome, and the previews only make it sound even better, thinks it's 'bout a lady who loses her daughter and to get her back, she has to go through hell (literally) I think

cause only the demons know where she is? well when I see it I'll be sure to share ^_^, anywho, the new harry potter is coming out on On Demand on the 24th this month so that'll rock too, I gots to go now. this whole post took me like ten mins. to write, lol.

-Au revoir!

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and one that I think is out of this world!!!=

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Current Residence: *Sigh* boring old netherlands
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Favourite band or musician: Good Charlotte, Natasha Beddingfield, Keyshia Cole, Lean Rimes
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